a homely word:a plosive, a long cry, a quiet stop, a silent letterlike a storm and the end of a storm,the kind brewingat the top of a pine,(torn hair, bowed spirits, and,later, straightened shoulders)who’s who of the stirred and stirred up:musicians, revolutionaries, pines.A coniferous tree with needle-shaped leaves.Suffering or trouble; there’s a pin inside.The aphoristic seamstress was putting up a hem, a shelf of pins at her pursed mouth.“needles and pins / needles and pins / when a man marries / his trouble begins.”A red pincushion with a twisted string, and a little pinecone tassel, at the ready.That particular smell, bracing,exact as a sharpened point.The Christmas tree, nude and fragrant,propped as pure potential inthe corner with no nostalgia forornament or angels.“Pine-Sol,” nauseating, earnest, imitation—one means of knowing the real thing is the fake you find in school.Pent up inside on a winter day, the steaming closeness from the radiators.At the bell, running down the hillside. You wore a pinafore.The air had a nip: pinewas traveling in the opposite direction.Sunlight streaming through a stand of pines,dancing backward through the A’s and T’s.Is it fern or willow that’s the opposite of pine?An alphabet made of trees.In the clearing vanished huntersleft their arrowheadsand deep cuts in the boulder wall:petroglyphs, repeating triangles.Grandmothers wearing pinnies trimmed in rickrack.One family branch lived in a square of oak forest, the other in a circle of pines;the oak line: solid, reliable, comic; the piney one capable of pain and surprise.W-H-I-T-E: the white pine’s five-frond sets spell its name. (Orthography of other pines I don’t yet know.)The weight of snow on boughs, lethargic, then rocked by the thump of a settling crow.Pinecones at the Villa Borghese: Fibonacci increments,heart-shaped veins, shadowing the inneredges of the petals.Like variations at the margins of a bird feather.Graffiti tattooing the brokenwater clock, a handfulof pine nuts, pried out, for lunch.Pining away like Respighi with your pencil.For a coffin, you’d pick a plainpine box suspended in a weedy sea.No undergrowth, though, in a pine forest.Unlike the noisy washof dry deciduous leaves,the needles blanket the earthpliant beneath a bare foot,stealthy,floating,a walk through the pines.Silence in the forest comes from books.
Pine
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